Online interview
with Jan Trębacz, lead vocals, of Illumandi
March 29, 2004

www.illuminandi.kdm.pl
I honestly don't even
remember how I found this band on the vast internet but I did. I
contacted the band because I couldn't get over the diversity in their
sound. The band quickly responded and sent me a demo. The
demo includes 3 songs with one also in English. These are our
brothers and sisters in Christ all the way in Poland. The mix
death metal, hard core and classical to get one of the most melodic and
unique hard styles I have ever encountered. the band, Illuminandi
is absolutely incredible. Then we decided we need to get to know
them better. Their English is a bit broken but it just so happens
the lead singer is an English teacher so that gave us the green light.
So here it is for the first time in the US, an exclusive interview with
Illuminandi!
Dennis: Illuminandi is a very unique name and let me say after
your hearing latest demo, you have a very unique sound. There is some
much classical influence in your music and it has an incredible mix with
the hard core vocals and style. Please explain where your name is from
and how the sound of Illumandi came into existence?
Jan: "Illuminandi" is a Latin
word– in the early Church people who were to be baptized were referred
to in this way. In English it means "what is to be enlighted".
In many cultures light is the symbol of life and wisdom. In Christianity
it often symbolizes God. I think that this life is a journey – a
journey through sometimes terrible darkness, but a journey towards
wonderful, eternal Light. 'Unique’?
Well, thank you!
The idea of forming a band that would play hard music with a Christian
message was born in 1998 when I (Jan - voc., guit.) met Alek (guit.). At
that time I was totally into gothic/doom and folk/metal and my guitar
skills were even less satisfactory than they’re now. However, I
decided that limiting oneself to playing only those genres meant wasting
too many good riffs that popped into my mind but simply didn’t fit
into those conventions. Alek had a different musical background – he
liked some metal but was brought up mainly on punk rock and hardcore.
However, I loved his compositions because they had one crucial feature -
MELODY.
First Patrycja and Tonia joined us (I insisted on having the violin in
the band and someone decided cello was a nice addition too, which I
enthusiastically accepted). Next members to join us were Olek (Tonia’s
brother, a long-haired punk who also listened to gothic metal) and
Szymek (who at that time played in a reggae band and in a metalcore
band). In 2000 we recorded our first demo and in 2002 our second demo
after which Boolba (hardcore voc.) joined us as a permanent member.
Since then Illuminandi have been:
Patrycja Pyzińska- violin, vocals
Antonina Kraszkiewicz- cello
Aleksander Kraszkiewicz- bass
Szymon Grych- drums & percussion
Aleksander Kozioł- lead & rhythm guitar
Jan Trębacz- lead vocals
& growling, guitar
Bogdan ‘Boolba’ Czernia – raspy ‘hardcore’ vocals
I thought our sound would be even more diverse, e.g. with some reggae,
but it turned out that most of us felt best in heavy music. So,
surprisingly to my expectations (but how delightfully!!! J
) our songs sounded more metal than I thought they would. But Alek’s
compositions are still largely based on hardcore, so it seems like our
music really is a blend of our fascinations: gothic metal, death and
heavy metal, hardcore and classical music. Only my medieval/celtic
–sounding melodies can’t get through a strong wall of Olek’s
opposition... LGee, he hates such stuff as
well as slooow doom metal... Which is what I still love!!! But a
band is a band... Maybe one day...
Dennis: You are the first band I have ever heard being in and from
Poland. In the US, there are a lot of spiritual influence by Christian
bands making it into the mainstream market. Bands like P.O.D., Jars of
Clay, MxPx, Mercy Me, 12 Stones, and many more are some great examples.
How is the your music style accepted by non-Christians? What is the
music scene for Christians like in your area of the world?
Jan: Christian metal scene is practically
nonexistent here in Poland. We used to have UNDISH (excellent gothic
rock/metal) and CREATION OF DEATH (death metal) but they disbanded.
However, soon after that C.O.D.’s guitarist founded another
Christian band, which is currently the most popular Christian band in
Poland – 2TM2,3. Since their debut about six years ago 2TM2,3 have
inspired many young people to play rock for God, so that no we have
quite a lot of excellent Christian NU metal or hardcore bands: 2TM2,3;
ARMIA; TOTUS TUUS; ANASTASIS; PNEUMA... and many more rock or reggae
groups (LEAF, ETNA). However, apart from 2TM2,3 very few make it to the
mainstream market...
Dennis: The Christian culture is very confusing here at times.
Many Christians teach love but don't accept those that are different and
religion is running a gap and not reaching those that need to be
reached. The US seems to be getting further from God than closer to Him.
What is your perception of the Christian culture in the US and how does
it seem to differ from that in Poland?
Jan: Well, there’s one big difference
between Poland and the US: our society is REALLY homogeneous. We’re
all white with very few exceptions (Gypsies or the few immigrants we
have) and (at least according to statistical data) in 93% Catholic.
However, that keeps changing as more and more young people reject
religion and Poland will definitely become much more diverse
culture-wise after our entering the European Union in May. However, even
the present homogeneity doesn’t mean were not divided. People like
stressing differences instead of similarities, I guess that’s a part
of our human nature. We are also afraid of what we don’t know and
understand. Fear evokes hatred... It’s all the same everywhere –
America, ex- Yugoslavia, Israel, Germany or Poland. Only on different
levels. But God is love and Christianity is about oneness in diversity,
not about hating each other. We can’t help the fact that we’re
different but we should learn about each other and help each other.
Jesus brings peace, not war.
Dennis: I don't think I know much about Poland except I love polish
sausage haha. Have you ever been to the US? If so, where are some places
you would like to visit in the US?
Jan: Well, Polish sausage truly rules!!! The only
band member who’s been to the US is our drummer – he visited a huge
part of the country (!!!) traveling with his girlfriend by car last
summer. I study at the English Department in Poland, which involves some
knowledge of both English and American culture, so I might travel to the
US sooner or later.
Dennis: What bands have influenced your music and also what bands are
you currently listening too?
Jan: I am influenced by everything I listen
to and I’m a music maniac... I wouldn’t be able to live without
music! For the last few days I’ve been thoroughly enjoying INTO
ETERNITY’s "Buried in Oblivion", ORPHANED LAND’s "Mabool"
and PENUMBRA’s "Seclusion".
But some of my favourite bands and albums are:
Amorphis "Tales from the Thousand Lakes" and
"Elegy", Extol "Undeceived", Within Temptation
"Enter", Haggard, Virgin Black, In Flames, Ensiferum, In the
Woods, Blind Guardian "Twilight in Middle Earth", Lacuna Coil,
Sepultura, Dream Theater, Spiral Architect, Orphaned Land, P.O.D,
Blindside... I could go on for ages!!! I also like progressive rock,
early music (Medieval and Renaissance), Celtic music, some reggae, some
Christian funky/pop/rock stuff.
Dennis: In the US there is a push by record labels to place
"Parental Advisory" stickers on cds. It seems to sell for
albums when their is controversy around them. A lot of discussion goes
on in our site dealing with the issue of secular music. Our stance
towards Christian teens has always been that they must weigh whether the
music is a positive or negative influence in their life. What are your
thoughts on the influence of secular music on Christian teens?
Jan: I know form my own experience that
music is a powerful thing and it can either help people in their lives
or be a destructive force. I myself struggled quite a lot with some
bands whose music I loved but who dabbled in the occult. After a long
search and many discussions I decided to give them up and I trashed some
Cd’s and tapes. Why? Because, by pure logic, if I believe our lyrics
can help people by making them them open up (at least a bit) to God, I
believe that invocations to demons (e.g. Therion) can harm them!!! I
also think lyrics that promote, encourage violence and evil shouldn’t
be reached for. That’s it.
But we shouldn’t go too far I think. I mean some people think
Christians should only listen to Christian bands – I disagree. There
are bands who have wise, positive lyrics and they don’t refer to God.
There are also some bands who don’t have serious lyrics – they’re
meant just as an addition to music, something to reinforce the right
mood. That’s all ok for me. Christian or not, we’re all humans and
we all sometimes want to have fun and music is also about fun, not just
serious matters. But ultimately everybody has to decide for himself.
Dennis: It is so awesome that clear around the world we are able to
have fellowship with other brothers and sisters in Christ! The cool
thing is someday we will be able to meet and if not here then in heaven.
I went through a long journey or sex, alcohol and drug use before I
turned to God. What brought you to Christ?
Jan: The search for the meaning of my life.
I’ve been brought up as Catholic, but religion was for me more a set
of laws to obey than comfort. Theoretically I knew Jesus was my friend
but really I felt he was a scrupulous judge... This was wearing me off.
So I thought it all shouldn’t be that way and that I had to either
give up God or get to know him really well. But I realized that without
God my life wouldn’t have any point, suffering would be senseless,
sacrifice ridiculous... The Catholic Church in Poland is extremely
popular and this is why you can go to Church every Sunday and still feel
anonymous and I felt I needed people to share my questions with. But the
Catholic Church here is also extremely rich- there are different
communities within it. So when I went to university I joined a community
of students who met twice a week on prayer and sharing. This is where I
met a wise priest and devoted, but also happy people who helped me to
answer some of my questions.
I’m on my way to God all the time, I keep searching, thinking... I’m
still not sure of so many things, but I know I’m not alone in life as
God is on my side!!!
Dennis: What does Illuminandi hope to show in their music and lyrics?
Jan: Well, speaking for myself, I’d like to
create good music which would not only give people pleasure but also
hope. I’d like our music to help others, not to depress them! It’d
be great to inspire them to look for God because he’s, first of all, a
LOVING and CARING father.
Dennis: Your demo is absolutely incredible! When will you
be doing a full album?
Jan: We don’t know yet. We’re working slowly
on the new songs, but there’s no really need to hurry as we are
neither signed nor have money for the studio. If nothing changes,
we’d might do it next summer... But nothing’s arranged yet. At
the moment we have 13 songs ready, which means 6 songs that weren’t
included on our demos. But we have plenty of ideas for new compositions
– the sketches of at least other 3 songs are done.
Dennis: This is your chance to post anything you want. Tell us your
favorite food, car or promote your merchandise and website. This is for
you to do and say anything.
Jan: Thank you for your interest in our music! I
know the words of our songs are mostly in Polish which you can’t
understand, but I hope the music will speak to your hearts and will
bring you delight, joy and hope!!! If we ever record an LP at least some
songs will be in English. At the moment you can download our music at
www.illuminandi.kdm.pl
(click on the flag in the bottom right corner for the English version).
Take care and lets rock for Jesus! He brings freedom!